Friday, May 21, 2010

So what happened?!

You know, so often, those of us who Blog, share some pretty deep shit stuff. I guess it's like jotting our shit stuff on the pages of a diary, only it's on the computer and instead of keeping it tucked away in a drawer or under the bed, we share it with the world. OK, maybe it's not like a diary, but you get my point.
Anyway.... I cruise a lot of Blogs that I follow on a daily basis. Not gonna share whose, get your own. (JUST KIDDING!) I think for me, it's vilifying in a sort of "Thank God I'm not the only one who deals with this sort of shit stuff". It's like picking up a really good book. But like all good stories, I expect there to be a beginning, a middle and an end.  And a lot of days, I find myself thinking "SO WHAT HAPPENED"!! You can't just leave me hanging here! But a lot of times, that's what happens. We're left hanging. Wondering what happened. Where did the new boyfriend go?! How did the fight with the spouse end?! Wasn't your kid in serious doggy doo?! Weren't you pregnant and now you aren't?! So I was all set to get on here and post my "holier than thou because I always update" when I realized that I don't. Remember this or this?
I was down. Way, way down. Lookin up from the bottom of a pit thinkin' I am never going to see happy days again. So...UPDATE! (You're welcome) I am seeing happier days. I didn't stay at the bottom of that dark pit. Thank God! It's a work in progress that will always have to be a work in progress but honestly, isn't everything worth fighting for a work in progress? So, without actually telling you what happened because I'm still not able to share the details, I want you to know I'm much better.
Now if I could just find out what happened to the boyfriend, the kiddo in doggy doo, the pregnancy, etc...!!

4 comments:

Wife, mother...and now a grandma! said...

So glad you are doing better and still working out the progress!

((hugs))

Love ya!

Kathryn said...

Thanks for sharing. :) I'm so glad you're doing better.

There are times i hate facebook. My husband's sister says: "I have always said one day at a time but sometimes it has to be one hour at a time..." or " Sometimes the more you love...the more it hurts!!" or "God truly is AMAZING...seen so many signs of answered prayers today! What a great friday and way to start the weekend!!!" but i never hear the rest of the story. :/

So glad you're doing better. Thank you for sharing. :)

mrs.JamaL said...

owh..nice blog..keep it up

Shanel said...

found your blog while blog hopping and loved this post...